Help, I'm Alive

I want this kind of relationship

Can we lay on your roof and watch the sunset? Take a long walk together, kiss in the rain, and on the top of a ferris wheel, and in front of our friends? Can we go to the beach from sunrise to sunset and just be silly and playful in the water? I want to write each other love letter and send them in the mail. Play board games when it’s grey and rainy outside. Cuddle and watch sad and scary movies on your couch. Make each other mix CD’s. Go to Walmart and take silly pictures on the display cameras, and make adorable videos on the laptops with webcams. Go to a concert together. Go on an adventure, and discover a place away from building and streets, maybe find an abandoned house. Let that be our secret spot. Leave each other voice mails in the morning, call just to say “I love you”, “goodnight” and “good morning”. Buy each other $.25 rings from the grocery store and wear them like they are the most expensive and rare gem out there. Let me wear your sweatshirt when I’m chilly. Take cute pictures together to put on Facebook to make all of our friends so jealous. Fall madly and deeply in love with each other and make adults wish they were as in love as we are. Hold hands in the movie theatre, down the sidewalk, on the swings, at the mall. Get matching flat bills. Can we be the reason why we randomly smile throughout the day? Go on a road trip with no preplanned destination, and use a gps to find our way back home. Sing along to the radio at the top of our lungs with the windows open, not giving a care how we really sound. Make out in our secret spot, at the park, in the back row of the movies. Kiss me when I’m least expecting it. Skype dates when we can’t make it to see each other. Bring each other soup and crackers and tea when one is sick. Be the girlfriend your parents want you to be with, and you be the boyfriend my mom would approve of. If we fight, we talk it out and kiss each other and laugh because we were so dumb to fight over something so juvenile. Each time we kiss we get the butterflies we did the first time we kissed. Genuinely care about one another, and when we don’t like something, let it be known. Can we post videos of our general cuteness on Tumblr and make all of my followers hate their love life, like I do whenever I see videos of the sort now. Of course I want to have all of the fun sexual things as well. I want to kiss, and make out and I want to be perfectly in sync with you. Can I just be this with you?